The whole not being together doesn't bug me, people change their minds. But what I don't like is why you didn't tell me how you felt. The only thing I ask for is honesty. From anyone, especially friends, that is what I give you. Its odd that you have no trouble being honest when it's to be nasty to me. It hurts only because of who you were to me. Hurts less every time. I'm sorry that I'm a part of the hell that is your life. I believe things would have been different if I had been given a chance. Not saying that I want one now, that's over. I just wish you were honest with me also your family. If your life is a hell it's a hell you created. I hope you free yourself.
Thursday, April 30, 2015
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Baltimore
In the world today we declare war on something as a means of changing things. There were weeks of peaceful protests beforehand. Mounting frustration and the feeling they aren't being taken seriously. Its a last ditch effort. The looters are a separate group. They are at any event where there are large groups of people. Steal small or large depending on the intentions of the event. The media whether left or right purposefully misconstrue information for it to fit their agendas. It will probably change nothing because there are people actively trying to keep things as they are. Imagine paying thousands of dollars or taking out loans to pay for schooling to work in a world only for that to change or being in a position that becomes irrelevant in this new world. That person is going to fight to stay relevant. Even if the current way isn't good.
Sunday, April 26, 2015
Enter The Cirielman
I am a man. I only have one expectation for anyone who deals with me. Just be open with me.
I've only really been fucking with people for like ten, eleven years. Before I just couldn't wrap my mind around all of the ists ians and isms. Quiet yet eccentric, on the road to weirdo on the back of a bullet snail.
*shrugs*
*stare down*
*bedroom eyes*
*snugs*
*posts bail*
Faced with the reality of I can just as easily not be here, whether by hand of dangerous people, disease or not reading the fine prints in a system that sets you up to be a hole stretcher or get your holes stretched for not OBEYing. I am from a family of Christians and Jehovah's Witnesses. Are those the same? whatever one parties, one doesn't, both look up at the sky and environment and see something I never quite did. I don't find any appeal in either side although I am amused by the trolls. If they are intelligent. Ya know the ones that don't use words like religitards and communist, socialist(out of context). People that use liberal and conservative as derogatory terms. People defending a supposedly all seeing and all knowing and ALL POWERFUL being. People with opinions and no facts.